A wriggle to know the real me, to explore the things coming out in my way.. a lot has done yet a lot has to be done.. i hardly have any regret from life.. i just love my life the way it is for if the past haven't had happened i wouldn't have know the value of my present n my future.. My blog is a reflection of what i feel when I'm glad to skyrocketing heights and also when I'm low to seabed depths.. my experiences.. my memories and many more things that you may revael youself..!!
xOxOxO..!!

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

lessons that life teach you...!!

A bird was flying back home in winter when it froze & fell 2 the ground.A cow came by & dropped some dung on it.Bird began 2 realize how warm it was & soon began 2 sing with joy.A passing cat heard the bird & dug him out, cleaned him & then ate him..!!

Lessons 2 be learnt:
1.Not everyone who drops shit on U is ur enemy
2.Not everyone who gets U out of shit is ur friend
3.When U're in deep shit, keep ur mouth shut :p



PS this post is to be continued it was jus a gist.....!!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011




I've paid my dues ,
Time after time,
I've done my sentence,

But committed no crime,
And bad mistakes,
I've made a few,
I've had my share of sand kicked in my face
But I've come through.
We are the champions me and my friend,
And we'll keep on fighting, till the end
We are the champions,
No time for losers...
'Cause we are the champions, of the world.....!!
♥♥ B)



PS i msya loadssssssss..........!!

Saturday, April 23, 2011

amazingly risible drive....!!





Well the
expression on my face says it all.......n that’s all coz of Varun....silly
stupid guy...always makes me laugh even when I dun want too.......i being upset
wd him wasn’t talking to him (he always does something or the other really dead
from the neck up thing.....n puts all the blame on me in front of
others.......i never ever whine about it......but i jus stop talking to him....
:P :P ).....n so he as usual started his tempest in a teapot.....i swear he's
such a melodrama 'queen'....yeah u got it ryt QUEEN........eku n sepo as usual
supporting him..(jus to make it all well as ever again)......n trying every
possible trick dat cud mk me burst into laughter....every time dey try this
thing out....they get like so superclose dat i had to bit my tongue n tell
myself all n all over agn that "ok sam u rnt gonna laugh...no matter
wat".....huh....but of no use.......i cun resist myslf 4m laughing....i
jus bursted into one......bt it was all so much fun.....open fields....cool
breeze playin my open hair......frnds by my side.....eating, singing
(ducktales),yelling at each other, cracking jokes, laughing our hearts out, doing
all d wackiest things evr possible......varun wd his loud expressions is always
remarkable ,Eku wd her goofy speech n Sepo wd her sudden woozy comments (to her
dose are the words of wisdom.... :P).....yes we had been round the bend, cockamamie,
slaphappy, crackers, nutty and punch-drunk but in all the
simple senses....we have relished lyf in every single moment dat we have spent together.....cherishing
life is the best one could do......for me dats wat scores the points.........n
m glad I have frnds with whom this is possible.....!!


PS life is a
holiday with you guys around....thanks for being there guys....!!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

!n The Melody Of Ra!n ...........!!




19th April
8:03 PM

its been raining outside since past 10 mins.......n due to my injured foot it's best for me to stay inside (n belive me...it's really hard for me not b in rain)......perhaps the best justice i can do to myself is to pen down a post about rain.......my mum says i had been a rain freak since i was a kid........n now when m grown up....many thnigs have changed.............but not this one..........i still love to be in rain.......may be i would dance in rain...or may be i'll jus have a brisk walk....but for sure i'll never ever miss out dat divine feelin when the rain drops touch your face for the first time.......n keep falling down all over you....pouring in.......fillin your soul....enchriching your
emotions.......washing out your guilts,your fears,your loominess..................i
have laughed in rain.....i have cried in rain......i have drove in rain......i
have walked in rain.......i have cried hard alone in the rain.....n i even have
had the most amazing times with my frenz in the rain........i keep coming back
to rain....n it keeps coming back to me.....in all out of the ordinary ways...i have seen it through my window pane.......many special times of mine are related to rain.............but today i see it like a kid outside a candy store fascinated by dose shining multicolour imported candies allover in the candy store............i so want to go out n drench myself in rain............bt this silly wound in my foot.......gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....................but thats okie.........coz it will always remain spl to me...."THE RAIN".........!!


PS i love when it rains....for they bring after them the glorious sun...!!



Monday, April 18, 2011

the bonds of the bones......THE LOVELY BONES...........!!

"Grandma Lynn predicted I would live a long life because I had saved my brother. As usual, Grandma Lynn was wrong...... My name is Salmon,like the fish. First name: Susie. I was 14 years old, when I was murdered on December 6th 1973. .....My murderer was a man from our neighborhood.
I took his photo once as he talked to my parents about his border flowers. I was aiming for the bushes when he got on the way. He stepped out of nowhere and
ruined the shot. He ruined a lot of things...!!”



i was watching this movie"THE LOVELY BONES" this evening ,(i read the novel ages before.....n i had
cried alot reading it.....the movie did the same bt not to that extent),and i got stuck on the lines susie said in the end.......susie was actually murdered and in the quest of finding her murder her family got into bonds they never
thought they would.....these were the bonds of the tensile relations...put into strain,worked out,devastated,gathered togather,n rightfully they found out the murderer.....susie's dad was almost dead while tracking the murder.......her mother put herself to isolation......her sisiter broke into the murder's house
n jumped of the 1st floor.....jus to get the evidences........when Susuie had to leave......she began to see things in a way...that let her hold the world,without her in it.......n when finally her mum came into her room (dat she had been avoiding all long) Susie realised that all this time she had been waiting for her.....she had been waiting so long...she was afraid her mum wouldn't
come.....bt she came nad wishpered "I LOVE YOU SUSIE"......that was the time when susie choose to leave......she knew that nobody would notice her
leaving....At best she felt a whisper....or, the wave of a
whisper.......undulating down............!!


My name is Salmon, like the fish. First name:
Susie. I was 14 years old, when I was murdered on December 6th 1973. I was here
for a moment, and then I was gone. I wish you all, a long, and happy
life........!!”


. "
These were the lovely bones.....that had grown around susie's absence...........The connections sometimes tenuous...........Sometimes made at great cost............But often, magnificent..............!!"





PS   This is one the marvellous books i have ever read..........n so i decided to write a post about it.....the most alluring thing about this novel is  the way
the family bonds have been depicted more of bones than of blood.......... n thats a deep thought...!!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

"Happiness Hit Me Like A Bullet In The Back"............!!




what are we supposed
to react lyk.....wen we are utterly happy......when life turns into real
bliss......mmm i guess it either makes us too jumpy or jus breaks us dwn into
tears of joy...well felt both ways...i was lyk jumpin n cryin n smiling at d
same tym...........cz i had some f d most amazing moments of my lyf (cz i knw
derz alot more to come)......having d best tym of ur lyf...having everything u
ever dreamt of.....getting d biggest surprise of ur lyf......having much more
dn u can explain in words....all with the blessings of ALMIGHTY......a frnd of
mine used to say...."u r a very determined n paitent grl.....u'll get
watevr u desire not only cz of dese qualities of urs bt also cz u have a golden
heart"........i always took it lyk he being humble.....bt nw i think dosw
words certainly had some truth...i guess it pays off.......it pays off wen u
run ur lyf with d determination of being a kind,generous n good human
being...it pays off wen u keep ur esteem high.....ur heart clr...n ur head
straight......i hv nvr been so glad......life is a bliss ryt nw.....sheer
sweetness...this joy....n feel of being so enkindled dat i get goosebumps
thinking abt wats happening around......i jus love my lyf ryt nw.....n i knw ds
wont stop nw...good things n gr8 oppurtunities gonna cross my way nw n dn lyk
anything nw....dear lord keep blessing me with all the good things.....!!








ps i wish i cud
mention the reasons of my happiness here...bt stay tuned guys i'll post it in
my nxt posts......!!