A wriggle to know the real me, to explore the things coming out in my way.. a lot has done yet a lot has to be done.. i hardly have any regret from life.. i just love my life the way it is for if the past haven't had happened i wouldn't have know the value of my present n my future.. My blog is a reflection of what i feel when I'm glad to skyrocketing heights and also when I'm low to seabed depths.. my experiences.. my memories and many more things that you may revael youself..!!
xOxOxO..!!

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

FoR oNe LaSt TiMe.......!!



Finally the much awaited end of my engg is standing in front of me......I took my last sessional today.......this is something that would have lifted the burden from my shoulders like always.....but that’s not what I am actually feeling today......to admit i never thought I would feel this way about the cessation of some stupid, every time nagging internals...trust me when i say they are real pain in ass.....unlike normally I’m finding this nettlesome pesky pain not that painful...I’ll kind of miss it soon.....well may be not for I already have job in my one hand n higher education opportunity in the other but winding and packing these most stupefying four years of my life is not going to be easy......it was a rollercoaster ride......full of ebb and flow.....a journey full of vicissitude......cherished and cursed.....i remember myself saying all the time.."GAWDDDDDD.....WHEN WILL THIS PARADOXICAL DEGREE COME TO AND END....M SO PISSED OFF OF IT....!!"....right now i hate myself for uttering dose words out of my mind.....all those imbecilic, obtuse, nutcases, mindless freaky creatures seem to be darlings today.....i met some gem of a person sorts people in these four years only.....we might be meeting each other often a while after it's over...but it's never gonna be the same.....m jocund enough for apprizing the last few days with my dearies to the fullest extent....going to the bitter end had never been such an experience.....i have with me the most gratifying four years of my life.....m sure enough to move on with all those miraculously mind boggling memories of these times......leaving behind all the crappy poop.....to a bodacious awe-inspiring tomorrow......yet missing everything that happened over this place.....coz I still remember my first moment here.....my every moment here.....my friends.....those cheeky n goofy discussions, half-baked fights....nerdy life taking assignments.....not to mention brain teasing sessionals....bizarre n boring lectures......mass bunks jam-packed with full on masti....cheesy canteen parties......last minute shopping plans.....eating out ventures.....girly gossips.....fest....functions (specially eccentronics...!!)......overrated crushes.......satirizing nerds around....late night gossips.....early morning plans of action.....i try figuring out what not has these four years not given me.....it made me stronger, kinder, more gentle, more friendlier, more human than ever before...taught me hell loads of things....specially how to tackle situations that are actually unbearable and tear apart your heart inside.....most effectively n most importantly it taught me how to deal with screwballs......m glad to have it all with me...that’s something nobody can ever take back from me...it's all mine....MY COLG LIFE......that's coming to an end.....but ensuring to give me all I ever wanted before it gets over.....and that's make me little nostalgic....!!

PS THANK YOU GOD.....I LOVE YOU......!!

2 comments:

Eksha said...

i knw..!! everyone goes thru this phase...!!

$m!k$h@ said...

hmmm...bt i nvr tho8 it wud b d same 4 me.... :( ....!!

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